Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Mixed Media Memoirs

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Mixed Media Memoirs: Sometimes I wish I could go back and...

I usually post my Mixed Media Memoirs in Joy Eliz but now think that the moodier posts belong here.

Of course I would like to go into the past and change things - obviously with the knowledge I have today. Although I bet that there would be new mistakes made and at the end of the day I'd still be where I'm at. One thing I wish though is that I had more motivation, more foresight. Even now I wish I had more motivation and forsight. I sometimes wonder if I really want the things that I do.

For example: It's the end of March and I know that warm weather is just around the corner. I want to get rid of the extra pounds I put on over the winter and everyday I tell myself I am going to go for a walk, or do sit-ups or generally eat better. But everyday I don't - The only active thing I'm doing is getting mad at myself which we all know doesn't do squat for getting in shape.

It's like, "buck up, damn it!"